I lost my own battle with love. As much as I want to grab my gun, and defend myself.. I can no longer fight for someone who doesn’t want to be fought for. So I will no longer sit here and tell you what I should’ve done to win you heart again. The only thing I can say is that I am sorry, not for what was already done, but that it has come down to this.. where we no longer look at what love has done for us and instead, we only see what broke it. Though as much as I wish to move on with life along sided with you, I’ve accepted that there’s a possibility that you have moved on already, and therefore, I should move on, not from you, but to move on with life.
Don’t get me wrong, I love you. With every essence in my body, I have not loved anything more than how I love you. Your being, your morals, your ideals… in my world, no one else can compare. Our relationship consists of memories that I’ve only built with you and only “I” can remember them. That’s what makes our relationship special and different from the ones that we will encounter in the future. To forget you for good? That would be merely impossible, for I have learned and grown to know what love is through you. Moving on from you will take time, for trying to hinder our fulfilling, loving relationship will be difficult.
So if you ask me to forget you, that I cannot do. But what I can do is to let you go. If letting you go is something that will make you happy, I would rather have you set off for your journey and discover what it is that you seek for. And with real honesty, I do hope you find it. I pray nothing else but more blessings for you. One day we’ll cross paths and I wish to see you happy on the other side. Just remember that I will always love you.
I wrote this love letter years ago in my tumblr account. Up to now, I still love how romantic this letter is so I decided to put this writing available here.